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You

You try to escape through your lies and smiles, Stopping and going and spinning and all the while Other people are watching and glimpse only a part Of the whole painted picture of your broken heart.
You can't stop the addiction, the thrills and dreams, Of sighing under night skies and soft moon beams, But it's all another fable that's missing some cables, And you're leaning too far off cause you're unstable.
You scream for help but it's all in your own head, You cry silently for someone and even on your bed You can't fall asleep or wonder about tomorrow Because to

You.

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A Serial Killer: Arson.Bring it all back to where it always starts I've broken the vows I've made in my heart Rolled up the papers and smoked it all up And drowned all the ashes in my tea cup
A silver violin hangs on top of the mantle Next to the axe that can bodily dismantle A whiff of dust that mingles and sparkles With the smoke that comes from flaming crackles
The fireplace won't last throughout the night Flesh, blood, and wood burns no less bright Than the gasoline I used to burn you down And boiled your head on top of the ground
I promised myself I won't do it ever ag A Serial Killer: Arson.
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Let's do everything together.The words I speak are not weak.
They're just words too absurd.
But absolutely true.

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Let's break away, together.

Let's cry alone, together.

Let's fall apart, together.

Let's fly off high, together.

Let's dream of us, together.

Let's touch hearts, together.

Let's paint the world, together.

Let's take breaths, together.

Let's sing a song, together.

Let's hold hands, together.

Let's Let's do everything together.
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3.I see my mind, as if staring into a face I never had. A face I've always tried to hide. A face that I never understood.
I know it, it knows me. Without a word we know each others feelings, thoughts, opinions. It is my mind, after all.
It does not hold any tricks for me, but it can mislead me. This I know for sure. How many times have mankind been mislead by their minds?
My mind does not know where I am. It sees the same roads, the same roads that go on forever. The same roads that are never the same. I know so little.
Where am I? I find myself forgetting the most basic of memories, yet still 3.
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Nov 11, 2009 S.O.B.W.T.F.
Nov 9, 2009 snow day!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nov 6, 2009 (in)Famous...
Nov 5, 2009 i wonder....
Nov 4, 2009 hurt.and some more. and tired. etc. meh.
Nov 3, 2009 dude, sometimes i scare myself.....(given up)
Nov 1, 2009 One of the best feelings in the world...
Oct 30, 2009 FML and other updates
Oct 15, 2009 This is me highlighting a Domestic Abuse Contest
Oct 5, 2009 Another random update on me =0

S.O.B.W.T.F.

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 11, 2009, 4:10 AM

watching the little "hopeless" emote...so sad....><
i wish i could make the little emote better...maybe give it a flower that has the right number of petals...as it is, i'm also on an even number...

i'm sick of my mom screaming the shit out of me. i have enough shit going on in my life, as it is, thank you...

but does she care? ......naw........

but do i care? ......naw.......

Life's....well, life.

What did i expect???? happiness? there's a reason why most of the world's poetry, stories, films, and novels center around pain, hatred, and sadness, other than the fact that all three sells....

its not excitement anymore. its not hope anymore. its not even temptation or need/want anymore. its just there. this is why i hate it when i fall in...this. yeah...it never seems to go away...

i have this cold, numb hurt that wont leave me alone...

and to rub it in, there's all of life's ironies and how everything seemed to fit perfectly together to create one huge heartache.....

and then on the light side, i'm getting a dog =]
so i cant be TOO depressed...who can be depressed when they're getting a freaking dog?!?!!

and its friggin named Hannibal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'M GONNA HAVE A DOG NAMED HANNIBAL!!!!!!!!!! HOLY FREAK.

XD

damn...do i feel bipolar today...

UPDATE

Just got the dogXD

its a girl, so unfortunately it cant be named Hannibal........><

fortunately, i convinced them to name it Clarice and/or Starling. look it upXD

life is good.

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Mood: Hopeless
Listening to: Learning to Fall by Boys Like Girls
Reading: Poems
Watching: nothing
Playing: nothing
Eating: nothing
Drinking: nothing

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Current Residence: China
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Favourite genre of music: Rock, Altern Rock, Heavy Metal
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Favourite style of art: Fine Drawing/B&W photo
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Skin of choice: yellow...i'm asian
Favourite game: F.E.A.R., Halo, Starcraft, Gears of War
Favourite gaming platform: Xbox 360
Favourite cartoon character: DAFFY DUCK!!!!!!
Tools of the Trade: pencil, eraser, paper, ruler, photoshop